Incredibly Stressful

On 21 April 2025, I learned that mankind did not go to the Moon. What followed was an awakening in the form of what I thought I knew falling like dominoes continuously for 429 days until 24 June 2026.

Dave Chapelle described being called crazy “incredibly stressful”. I have to agree.

7 Oct 2023: Israel was attacked.

Jan 2024 Katt Williams, “all lies will be exposed in 2024” and “nobody knows why liars lie”

Sep 2024 Sean Combs arrested.

2025

~ late Jan I searched for Blake Lively Justin Baldoni, looking for random gossip, and found Candace Owens.

~ Mar I listened to Candace’s Becoming Brigitte series.

18 Apr I sent a text that confirmed that I firmly believed Trump had been shot, a fact I had been using to “know” that Trump was real opposition because you can’t fake being shot.

21 April 2025

I found out Apollo missions were faked, which really opened up a lot more deception.

23 May I decided to see Katt Williams because I remembered him saying “all lies will be exposed” and “Nobody knows why liars lie.”

May sometime, I watched the documentary Loose Change and it shattered that near-lifetime foundational belief in 2 hours.

12 June: I texted, “I see the matrix. I cannot unsee it” and I believe that remains true. I cannot unsee it, and although it sounds funny, I cannot find anything in The Matrix that does not have a real life analogue.

25 June I realized the Trump assassination attempt in Butler Pennsylvania was fake. Trump was not shot. His shoes came off though (submission to the lodge).

16 July Trump called the Epstein case a hoax.

19 August car break-in.

10 September Charlie Kirk was “shot”

20 September I received the palm pistol video and “Khazarian Mafia” article.

26 September, afternoon: I published my video on khaki shirt (who apparently is Rick Cutler).

26 September, evening I saw Katt Williams live in Columbus.

27 September, evening I realized Candace Owens is controlled opposition… along with almost everybody else. My “heroes” list became my controlled opposition list.

10 October no school shootings I was wrong about that. Not predictive.

10 October Freemasonry recording.

11 October I watched Snake Eyes.

11 October I can describe the extra layer required to explain our experience.

17 October conversation with friend. Conclusion, I will not change minds. Many will never see what I see. Update: she knows. People are much more capable of lying than I thought.

10 Dec – 6 Jan: Peru. Lots of reading.

Jan 2026: in hindsight, writing this in Apr 2026, I think it was not until Jan 2026 that the mental turmoil truly leveled off and I think I am now gradually learning to practically implement the conclusion from 17 October that there are many minds I will not change.

May 2026: “Truman Show sensation” Where it seems like society is so obviously following a script that everybody around you must be “in on it”.

24 June 2026: White room moment. The “stress” gradually tapered off to near zero. I woke up with a blank slate. The splinter fully out of my mind. Free.

25 August 2026: revised purpose of the matrix. “Ultimate evil” renews hope in some real opposition.