On 21 April 2025, I learned that mankind did not go to the Moon. What followed was an awakening in the form of “what I thought I knew falling like dominoes” continuously for 429 days until 24 June 2026.
Dave Chapelle described being called crazy “incredibly stressful”. I have to agree.
7 Oct 2023: Israel was attacked.
Jan 2024 Katt Williams, “all lies will be exposed in 2024” and “nobody knows why liars lie”
Sep 2024 Sean Combs arrested.
2025
~ late Jan I searched for Blake Lively Justin Baldoni, looking for random gossip, and found Candace Owens.
~ Mar I listened to Candace’s Becoming Brigitte series.
18 Apr I sent a text that confirmed that I firmly believed Trump had been shot, a fact I had been using to “know” that Trump was real opposition because you can’t fake being shot.
21 April 2025: “Red Pill 1, Ideas Variation”
I found out Apollo missions were faked, which really opened up a lot more deception. At the time I thought it was the Moon landings that were shocking, but in hindsight, it was really the guy saying “talk” in the video to the Apollo crew. I did not know a person like that existed in the whole world. I have been presented only buffoons and children by comparison to him.
23 May I decided to see Katt Williams because I remembered him saying “all lies will be exposed” and “Nobody knows why liars lie.”
May sometime, I watched the documentary Loose Change and it shattered that near-lifetime foundational belief in 2 hours.
12 June: I texted, “I see the matrix. I cannot unsee it” and I believe that remains true. I cannot unsee it, and although it sounds funny, I cannot find anything in The Matrix that does not have a real life analogue.
25 June I realized the Trump assassination attempt in Butler Pennsylvania was fake. Trump was not shot. His shoes came off though (submission to the lodge).
16 July Trump called the Epstein case a hoax.
19 August car break-in.
10 September Charlie Kirk was “shot”
20 September I received the palm pistol video and “Khazarian Mafia” article.
26 September, afternoon: I published my video on khaki shirt (who apparently is Rick Cutler).
26 September, evening I saw Katt Williams live in Columbus.
27 September, evening “Red Pill 2, Identities Variation”
I realized Candace Owens is controlled opposition… along with almost everybody else in the media. My “heroes” list became my controlled opposition list. My “source” became part of the opposition.
10 October no school shootings I was wrong about that. Explosives lab who created Charlie Kirk’s explosive mic battery blew up.
10 October Freemasonry recording.
11 October I watched Snake Eyes.
11 October I can describe the extra layer required to explain our experience.
17 October conversation with friend. Conclusion, I will not change minds. Many will never see what I see. Update: she knows. People are much more capable of lying than I thought.
10 Dec – 6 Jan: Peru. Lots of reading.
Jan 2026: in hindsight, writing this in Apr 2026, I think it was not until Jan 2026 that the mental turmoil truly leveled off and I think I am now gradually learning to practically implement the conclusion from 17 October that there are many minds I will not change.
May 2026: “Truman Show sensation” Where it seems like society is so obviously following a script that everybody around you must be “in on it”.
24 June 2026: “White Room Day”
The “stress” gradually tapered off to near zero. I woke up with a blank slate. The splinter fully out of my mind. Free.
25 August 2026: revised purpose of the matrix. “Ultimate evil” renews hope in some real opposition.