On 21 April 2025, I learned that mankind did not go to the Moon. In the half-year that followed, my eyes were continuously opened to the deception that runs the world, 179 days of stressful loss of innocence. Hopefully this ended on 17 October when I became reasonably certain and have hopefully accepted finally that most people will never really see the matrix, possibly including myself.
Dave Chapelle described being called crazy “incredibly stressful”. I have to agree.
7 Oct 2023: Israel attacked.
Jan 2024 Katt Williams, “all lies will be exposed in 2024”
Sep 2024 Sean Combs arrested.
2025
~ late Jan I searched for Blake Lively Justin Baldoni, looking for random gossip, and found Candace Owens.
~ Mar I listened to Candace’s Becoming Brigitte series.
18 Apr I sent a text that confirmed that I firmly believed Trump had been shot, a fact I had been using to “know” that Trump was real opposition because you can’t fake being shot.
21 April 2025
I found out Apollo missions were faked, which really opened up a lot more deception.
23 May I decided to see Katt Williams because I remembered him saying “all lies will be exposed.” “No one knows why liars lie.”
May sometime, I watched the documentary Loose Change and it shattered that near-lifetime foundational belief in 2 hours.
12 June: I texted, “I see the matrix. I cannot unsee it” and I believe that remains true. I cannot unsee it, and although it sounds funny, it is really like a matrix.
25 June I realized the Trump assassination attempt in Butler Pennsylvania was fake. Trump was not shot. His shoes came off though (submission to the lodge).
16 July Trump called the Epstein case a hoax.
19 August car break-in.
10 September Charlie Kirk was “shot”
20 September I received the palm pistol video and “Khazarian Mafia” article.
26 September, afternoon: I published my video on khaki shirt (who apparently is Rick Cutler).
26 September, evening I saw Katt Williams live in Columbus.
27 September, evening I realized Candace Owens is controlled opposition… along with almost everybody else. My “heroes” list became my controlled opposition list.
10 October no school shootings I was wrong about that. Not predictive.
10 October Freemasonry recording.
11 October I watched Snake Eyes.
11 October I can describe the extra layer required to explain our experience.
17 October conversation with friend. Conclusion, I will not change minds. Many will never see what I see.
10 Dec – 6 Jan: Peru. Lots of reading.
Jan 2026: in hindsight, writing this in Apr 2026, I think it was not until Jan 2026 that the mental turmoil truly leveled off and I think I am now gradually learning to practically implement the conclusion from 17 October that there are many minds I will not change.