On 21 April 2025, I learned that mankind did not go to the Moon. In the half-year that followed, my eyes were continuously opened to the deception that runs the world, 179 days of stressful loss of innocence. Hopefully this ended on 17 October when I became reasonably certain and have hopefully accepted finally that most people will never really see the matrix, possibly including myself.
Dave Chapelle described being called crazy “incredibly stressful”. I have to agree, which is where the title comes from.
7 Oct 2023: Israel attacked
Jan 2024 Katt Williams, “all lies will be exposed in 2024”
Sep 2024 Sean Combs arrested
2025
~ Apr I searched for Blake Lively Justin Baldoni and found Candace Owens.
~ Apr I listened to the Brigitte Macron series by Candace Owens.
18 Apr I sent a text that confirmed that I firmly believed Trump had been shot, a fact I had been using to “know” that Trump was real opposition because you can’t fake being shot.
21 April 2025
I found out Apollo missions were faked, which really opened up a lot more deception.
23 May I decided to see Katt Williams because I remembered him saying “all lies will be exposed.”
12 June: I texted, “I see the matrix. I cannot unsee it” and I believe that remains true. I cannot unsee it, and although it sounds funny, it is really like a matrix.
25 June I realized the Trump assassination attempt in Butler Pennsylvania was fake. Trump was not shot. His shoes came off though (submission to the lodge).
16 July Trump called the Epstein case a hoax.
10 September Charlie Kirk was “shot”
20 September I received the palm pistol video and “Khazarian Mafia” article.
26 September I saw Katt Williams live in Columbus.
28 September I realized Candace Owens is controlled opposition… along with almost everybody else. My “heroes” list became my controlled opposition list.
10 October no school shootings I was wrong about that. Not predictive.
10 October Freemasonry recording.
11 October I watched Snake Eyes.
11 October I can describe the extra layer required to explain our experience.
17 October conversation with friend. Conclusion, I will not change minds. Many will never see what I see.