On 21 April 2025, I learned that mankind did not go to the Moon. In the half-year that followed, my eyes were continuously opened to the deception that runs the world, 179 days of stressful loss of innocence. Hopefully this ended on 17 October when I became reasonably certain and have hopefully accepted finally that most people will never really see the matrix, possibly including myself.
Dave Chapelle described being called crazy “incredibly stressful”. I have to agree.
7 Oct 2023: Israel attacked.
Jan 2024 Katt Williams, “all lies will be exposed in 2024”
Sep 2024 Sean Combs arrested.
2025
~ late Jan I searched for Blake Lively Justin Baldoni, looking for random gossip, and found Candace Owens.
~ Mar I listened to Candace’s Becoming Brigitte series.
18 Apr I sent a text that confirmed that I firmly believed Trump had been shot, a fact I had been using to “know” that Trump was real opposition because you can’t fake being shot.
21 April 2025
I found out Apollo missions were faked, which really opened up a lot more deception.
23 May I decided to see Katt Williams because I remembered him saying “all lies will be exposed.” “No one knows why liars lie.”
May sometime, I watched the documentary Loose Change and it shattered that near-lifetime foundational belief in 2 hours.
12 June: I texted, “I see the matrix. I cannot unsee it” and I believe that remains true. I cannot unsee it, and although it sounds funny, it is really like a matrix.
25 June I realized the Trump assassination attempt in Butler Pennsylvania was fake. Trump was not shot. His shoes came off though (submission to the lodge).
16 July Trump called the Epstein case a hoax.
19 August car break-in.
10 September Charlie Kirk was “shot”
20 September I received the palm pistol video and “Khazarian Mafia” article.
26 September, afternoon: I published my video on khaki shirt (who apparently is Rick Cutler).
26 September, evening I saw Katt Williams live in Columbus.
27 September, evening I realized Candace Owens is controlled opposition… along with almost everybody else. My “heroes” list became my controlled opposition list.
10 October no school shootings I was wrong about that. Not predictive.
10 October Freemasonry recording.
11 October I watched Snake Eyes.
11 October I can describe the extra layer required to explain our experience.
17 October conversation with friend. Conclusion, I will not change minds. Many will never see what I see.
10 Dec – 6 Jan: Peru. Lots of reading.
Jan 2026: in hindsight, writing this in Apr 2026, I think it was not until Jan 2026 that the mental turmoil truly leveled off and I think I am now gradually learning to practically implement the conclusion from 17 October that there are many minds I will not change.
May 2026: “Truman Show sensation” Where it seems like society is so obviously following a script that everybody around you must be in on it.
24 June 2026: The “stress” has gradually tapered off to near zero. The combination of the stress being gone and having moved from “what is not” to “what is” indicates to me that this “Incredibly Stressful” period may be over, as officially as is possible for something self-monitored as this is. Perhaps most importantly, I see the mechanism by which this is accomplished and I would not have believed it existed before. The names it goes by are something like: frequencies, states of consciousness, dimensions, spirits. Having been unaware of what I did not know until recently, I am a novice and I am qualified only to read about these things, not write about them.